【罐昏/全英文】Los ojos: Rebuttal
全英文的乱七八糟插叙短篇重现江湖，改了一下系列的标题，用关键词命名。语法用词什么的极其辣鸡，看看就好。
Who are they?
A bunch of freaks who shamelessly assume they know what love is.
How many hearts has he made on concerts or fan-meetings? How many "save you in my heart" gestures has he shown to the camera? How many times has he assumed that he loves Guanlin?
Okay, sure, these cannot be compared together. By the way, 90% of the things in front of cameras are fake, including…
…including all of the steady gazes, all of the words filled with a young boy's foolish passion, all of the tight hugs he experienced, all of the tears on June 16, and all of the scenes they had as a duo.
Jihoon-ah, you are lying to yourself. You do believe in those blindly just as a moth eagerly giving up its everything to a bonfire, but you are a grown-up right now. Immunization to the sweet lies is one of the first skills you should have learned as an idol. Do not trust anything that anyone has said, not even the ones you give your heart to.
He loves me.
He does not.
"Hyung is my ideal type."
"You are being tricked."
"He is only eighteen; he doesn't know what love is."
"You are just convincing yourself."
"How are you supposed to know?"
I… I don't know. I don't know how am I able to reject those eyes, just as how I don't know the right translations of Mandarin during the live we did together. Whether it wasn't or was my fault, as long as we are both objective enough, it is not impossible to take a step forward. At least there is no regret afterwards.
Park Jihoon finally rises from his chair. The sun is setting outside, leaving a shade of crimson red just a couple inches above the horizon. August is about to pass by in 2018, and the summer died more quickly than Jihoon has ever imagined. Is it going to be September? The start of a new school year can also be the incentive of something else, something he is afraid of but also yearns for.
Guanlin's birthday is coming up soon, and Jihoon already knows exactly what to do.
Doesn't the maknae always ask for kisses?
——TBC——