【罐昏/全英文】Los ojos: Greed
应该是个英文随笔系列，想到哪儿写哪儿。这篇除了hook外是昏宝第一视角，后面不知道会不会切，英文的一般没什么人看，就写着玩玩，不要在意我的语法和用词。题目是西语的“眼睛”。
*They belong to each other; OOC belongs to me.
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"People's eyes don't lie."
That is what he thinks about when staring into those eyes.
Park Jihoon has pretty eyes, almost everyone knows that. Those are his killing weapons; no one is able to resist a wink or those mischievously raised eyebrows, let alone Lai Guanlin, who has fallen in love with his hyung madly.
I shouldn't be thinking about this, but why does he have such attracting eyes? Guanlin is stressed, obviously; you can tell from his frown and slightly clenched teeth. He can't take his eyes off Jihoon, which is not a bad thing for their fans' sake—listen to those screams when their gazes meet. However, Jihoon is the only person who does not know Guanlin's heart, or actually pretending not to realize. He does a great job, so that the team's maknae is often acting like a dejected puppy in front of him. The reaction is cute enough to cover Jihoon's guiltiness towards the young boy; he cannot respond to the love, at least not now.
Avoiding eye contacts is a successful step, but it is apparently not enough. He still can feel Guanlin's gaze fixed on him; the itch spontaneously heats up Jihoon's face. How can he reject and ignore this boy? Jihoon loves Guanlin, honestly, the boiling desire of a hug or kiss is enough to bring him a twitch in the stomach. His eyes get sore because of flashlights, but that is the only thing working well to appease the pain.
It is impossible not to fall in love with Guanlin—Jihoon sighs heavily. He can drown himself into the dimple on Guanlin's left cheek, let alone the gazes which always wraps him up like a comfy blanket. "I want him to only look at me"; Jihoon often struggles to not get jealous of anyone else on the team. They are supposed to be best friends, and it is never the appropriate relationship to start getting envious.
Only if we are closer……However……
I am the one who builds a wall between us.
I am the one who avoids him.
I am the one who is afraid to take a step forward.
I am the one who keeps the distance.
Then I am the one who deserves it, right?
Yes.
——TBC——